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Pre-trip thoughts…

June 20, 2012


Getting ready for this trip to Colombia — in light of everything else that is going on — feels a little surreal. not sure what day it is, and it seems like one long afternoon!

However, I cannot wait to see what the Lord will do once we get there. I know that He has been preparing Dylan and me forever for this mission and will possibly throw us some curve balls…all in the spirit of teaching us how to depend on Him, moment by moment. Lord, I pray that YOU would teach Dylan what You need for him to know and that I would be mindful of what You are doing in the moment. He needs all of You – and I don’t want to get in the way!

I want to remember not to forget:
* He is in control, always, no matter what.
* Things are not always what they seem. What may seem like a roadblock in OUR agenda, is what He intends for His almighty purposes. Holy Spirit, make me sensitive to your leading and help me to hear your still, small voice!
* Nothing happens to us/our team that the Lord didn’t at least give permission for. This is not a war between God and Satan – we are reclaiming enemy occupied territory in Jesus’ name!

Lord, thank you for empowering us with your Holy Spirit and making us complete in Christ. I pray that I would be a willing participant in the plan that you have for us on this trip. Please give me eyes to see and ears to hear. Make me hyper sensitive to Your plan for Dylan as it pertains to me – use me in his life as you see fit. Please protect us from the enemy – deliver us from evil. We are kingdom warriors and are empowered by Your Holy Spirit and armed with the GOOD NEWS. I pray that we would boldly proclaim the Gospel as we should – and use words only when necessary. Make us effective conduit men for your glory. May You be glorified by our words and actions – and THANK YOU for desiring to use us in this way!

X-Ray Vision…sort of, only better

June 10, 2012

X-ray vision?  Remember the cool old school advertisements for x-ray vision glasses?  Anyone ever get sucked in to sending in their allowance on these babies?  

The Godhead is in the business of giving sight and conversely, blinding.  
In Proverbs 2, the author is admonishing his sons to seek the Lord…to follow hard after Him…the dad’s instructions:
  • Receive my words
  • Treasure my commandments within you
  • Make your ear attentive to Wisdom
  • Incline heart to understanding
  • cry for discernment,
  • Lift voice for understanding;
  • Seek her (wisdom) as silver & search for her as hidden treasures…


>     You will discern the fear of the Lord
>     You will discover the knowledge of God.
This is a form of “seeing” is it not?  To really see what He can see, know what He knows, hear what He hears, sense what He senses…that would be a wonderful thing.  The author goes on about God & His wisdom…
  • The Lord gives wisdom
    • From His mouth come knowledge & understanding
  • He stores up sound wisdom for the upright (righteous – those of us in Christ!)
  • He IS A SHIELD to those who walk in integrity
  • He guards the paths of justice
  • He preserves the way of His godly ones

When He does that…you will discern righteousness & justice & equity & every good course.

The author uses God and then His attributes interchangeably it seems…
  • For (because) wisdom will enter your heart
  • & knowledge will be pleasant to your soul
  • Discretion will guard you
  • Understanding will watch over you


  • To deliver you from the way of evil
  • from the man who speaks perverse things;
  • From those who leave the paths of uprightness to walk in the ways of darkness
  • (from those) who delight in doing evil & rejoice in the perversity of evil;
  • (from those) whose paths are crooked, and who are devious in their ways
  • To deliver you from the strange woman
  • From the adulteress who flatters with her words;

…and on & on the author describes the adulteress.

So, He gives us eyes to see.  The ability to discern & detect the legit from the counterfeit.  To give us x-ray vision of sorts….  
X-ray vision, per Wikipedia:

“In science fiction stories or super hero comicsX-ray vision is the ability to see through physical objects at the discretion of the holder of this superpower. The most famous possessor of this power is DC comics iconic super hero character Superman.

Though called X-ray vision, this power has little to do with the actual effect of X-rays. Instead, it is usually presented as the ability to selectively see through certain objects as though they are invisible, translucent or not present, in order to see objects or surfaces beyond or deep to the affected object or material.
REAL X-RAYS:  X-rays have many practical uses for scientific and medical imaging. Security agencies are experimenting with applications of imaging devices which can “see” through clothing (using terahertz waves). Such devices are being deployed in some airports as a way of detecting contraband, such as guns, which may be carried beneath a person’s clothing. The devices have created some degree of controversy from personal privacy advocates who worry about screeners being able to see people “naked.”. There also exist certain night-vision equipped video cameras that can be modified to see through clothing at a frequency just below visible light. Such imaging is not true x-ray vision, but rather shows variations in heat radiation rising from the skin beneath the clothing which can provide some detail of the body beneath.”
To go back to Proverbs 2, I guess what hit me yesterday was that GOD gives the things listed in these verses – He and He alone does.  We can’t get real wisdom, discernment, etc in any other way.  He must reveal it to us in order for us to get it, but we also must pursue the Giver in order for Him to reveal it, it seems.  There is a definite “If…Then…” depiction.  
“Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness and  all these things will be added to you.” (Matt 6:33)
“So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” (2 Cor 4:18)

 16 “Don’t be afraid,” the prophet answered. “Those who are with us are more than those who are with them.”

 17 And Elisha prayed, “Open his eyes, LORD, so that he may see.” Then the LORD opened the servant’s eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.

 18 As the enemy came down toward him, Elisha prayed to the LORD, “Strike this army with blindness.” So he struck them with blindness, as Elisha had asked.

 19 Elisha told them, “This is not the road and this is not the city. Follow me, and I will lead you to the man you are looking for.” And he led them to Samaria.

 20 After they entered the city, Elisha said, “LORD, open the eyes of these men so they can see.” Then the LORD opened their eyes and they looked, and there they were, inside Samaria.
(2 Kings 6: 16-20)
Just marveling again that He is the source of all things.  He gives me the ability to see and see clearly what is going on around me…nothing and no one else.  The world is in search of knowledge & wisdom on all sorts of things, but they typically do not turn to the Source of this wisdom, and therefore are blind for the time being.  Jesus does say that if they would but turn to him, He would heal them:
For this people’s heart has become calloused; they hardly hear with their ears, and they have closed their eyes. Otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear with their ears, understand with their hearts and turn, and I would heal them.’ (Matt 13:15).

I Have A God!

February 26, 2012

We fear to the degree that we recognize our human weakness, for it arises from trusting in ourselves, our independence, and our ability to control, protect, and provide. The greater our inferiority, the greater our attempts to protect ourselves and the greater our fears. Why do we hear so much about financial security, wise investments, paying off the mortgage, and a good savings plan? If we have no relationship with God, all these and more make perfect sense. Security is cultivated in ourselves, not in God. Man was created to trust something much bigger than himself, so when self is trusted, fear naturally overwhelms. 

Fear comes from not having a God and departs at the recognition of, rest in, and dependence on God.

Ask what is at the root of your fear, whether it is loneliness, lack of security, rejection, hopelessness, comfort, or humiliation. Go to a mirror, examine the worry lines, look at the result of fear’s possessing you, and then break out laughing. You can afford to laugh at fear. Remind yourself, “I have a God!” Then invite fear out. Refuse it! You allowed fear a foothold through independence; now make it go through dependence on the Father. From now on fear must only enter through a revolving door. Turn it back and refuse its company. Many religions teach about confronting fear in order to overcome it. Confrontation brings our focus on it, and it remains. The Christian deals with fear by changing direction and heading back into the presence of God. In the midst of a fearful attack, fall on your knees, begin to pray through a passage that speaks of the greatness of God, let that become your focus, and immediately you will sense a lift in your spirit. There is nothing that the nearness of God will not cure. Fear simply does not suit you!

~Michael Wells (2006-06-01). Heavenly DiscipleshipAbiding Life Press. Kindle Edition.

This passage of Mike Wells book, “Heavenly Discipleship” has had a positive impact on me…and I hope it will last – and permeate my life from now on.  Primarily, I have started to use the phrase, “I have a God!” as a reminder marker when my thinking starts to go off the rails in any situation.  This is not a formula by any means, just something I’m starting to use to re-calibrate my focus on Christ.  It’s a habit I’m trying to form…and, wouldn’t you know it…God is providing practice opportunities!

Some ways I’ve applied the focusing statement, “I have a God!” over the past few weeks:

  • My car has developed interesting character traits since it has rolled over 150,000 miles. One of which: sometimes it doesn’t like to start right away. In these moments, before I turn the key again, I close my eyes and acknowledge, “I have a God Who can start this car right now!”
  • I have some big cases that have been lingering on and not closing for whatever reason – all things that are out of my ability to control.  “I have a God Who can close this case/move this case further down the road!”

DISCLAIMER:  Again, I’m not advising a “name it/claim it” or formulaic mindset here.  I’ve lived long enough to know that God’s not into formulas!  This is just an “in the moment” acknowledgement that He is God and I am not.  Rather than me trying to “control” the situation by cussing at it, becoming angry at it (or others around me), blaming others, etc (all of which I have done and still may initially do from time to time), I try to take a moment and tell God He is God and He has the power to deliver me from my present circumstance.  Just trying to practice the presence of God.

The Paul Harvey “Rest of the Story” is:

  • My car has always (eventually) started.
  •  The two cases have not closed (yet).

Also, I read this today that is right in line with the above from Sarah Young’s “Jesus Calling” devotional:

I AM LEADING YOU, STEP BY STEP, through your life. Hold My hand in trusting dependence, letting Me guide you through this day. Your future looks uncertain and feels flimsy even precarious. That is how it should be. Secret things belong to the Lord, and future things are secret things. When you try to figure out the future, you are grasping at things that are Mine. This, like all forms of worry, is an act of rebellion:  doubting My promises to care for you. Whenever you find yourself worrying about the future, repent and return to Me. I will show you the next step forward, and the one after that, and the one after that. Relax and enjoy the journey in My Presence, trusting Me to open up the way before you as you go.

Do you have a God today?  If so, join me in acting as such.  Faith (in God) without works (action) is dead. (James 2:17-26)  Without faith (in God), it’s impossible to please Him (Hebrews 11:6).

Focus & Persist With Urgency

February 4, 2012

Then, teaching them more about prayer, he used this story: “Suppose you went to a friend’s house at midnight, wanting to borrow three loaves of bread. You say to him, `A friend of mine has just arrived for a visit, and I have nothing for him to eat.’ And suppose he calls out from his bedroom, `Don’t bother me. The door is locked for the night, and my family and I are all in bed. I can’t help you.’ But I tell you this—though he won’t do it for friendship’s sake, if you keep knocking long enough, he will get up and give you whatever you need because of your shameless persistence.
“And so I tell you, keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened
. (Luke 11:5-10 NLT)

Then Jesus left Galilee and went north to the region of Tyre and Sidon. A Gentile woman who lived there came to him, pleading, “Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David! For my daughter is possessed by a demon that torments her severely.”
But Jesus gave her no reply, not even a word. Then his disciples urged him to send her away. “Tell her to go away,” they said. “She is bothering us with all her begging.”
Then Jesus said to the woman, “I was sent only to help God’s lost sheep—the people of Israel.”
But she came and worshiped him, pleading again, “Lord, help me!”
Jesus responded, “It isn’t right to take food from the children and throw it to the dogs.”
She replied, “That’s true, Lord, but even dogs are allowed to eat the scraps that fall beneath their masters’ table.”
“Dear woman,” Jesus said to her, “your faith is great. Your request is granted.” And her daughter was instantly healed.
(Matthew 15:21-28 NLT)

Persist with a sense of urgency. The parable denotes how we should persist in prayer. The real life event describes a woman who wouldn’t take no for an answer from The One who could heal her daughter.

I find that I either drop the subject with Jesus too soon, or I never start the conversation with Him at all. And, when I do converse with Him it is not with the sense of urgency that either of these above installments describe. What does that say about me? What does that say about my belief in Him? I guess it is selective at best – which frustrates me about myself. I have watched Jesus do amazing, life changing things in my life and those around me as well. However, I am quick to forget…which mainly just makes me human. But now, I’m empowered by the indwelling Holy Spirit – and I shouldn’t forget so easily!

I’m reminded again this morning that:

  •  I must focus on Him – fix my eyes on Jesus, the Author and Perfecter of my faith; strip away all that easily entangles me so that I might run the race of life well. This race is not a sprint and then done…with rest/relaxation at the end. It is a ultra-marathon that I am both training for and running at the same time (It is all on the job training!!).
  • I am weak, but He is strong. Again, where is my focus? Is it on my weakness? Or is it on Him? When focused on Him, my weaknesses don’t go away, but they are no longer my focus. AND, His strength is made perfect in (my) weakness. Bonus!!
  • Apart from Him, I can do nothing.

Both of the passages above deal with relationship strength. The parable says that the asker and the askee are friends. The real event describes Jesus coming (initially) for the Jews not the Gentiles, so…sorry, no healing for you. But – the friend and the woman both were fixed on the fact that they knew they were talking to the right person who could help their present situation. They are not deterred in the slightest. They don’t go somewhere else to find a “band-aid” solution to tide them over. They need the maximum help and they need it now. They do not stop until they are eventually satisfied…but it is not right away.

So, this leaves me wondering…Brain blowing up here…

They both felt as if they knew exactly what they needed. Were they focused on the outcome they needed/wanted or on the One who could give them the outcome they “needed”/wanted?

I assume that I know what I need and when I need it. I get frustrated when I don’t get what I think I need, and immediately look for ways to get myself what I think I need. I manipulate people, places, things to affect the outcome I want/think I need. This is my immediate default reaction. Almost always. As my friend Robin would say, I’m “too invested in the outcome.”

When I do this – how does it make me feel? Accomplished? Justified (maybe this is what sets me down the above manipulation path in the first place)? I think probably, it makes me feel a little hollow?

Instead, let’s say that I drop everything, turn and focus on Him – pray like my very life, or the life of my wife, daughter or son depended on it. Am I guaranteed the outcome I think I need? In the above passages, those who asked were not guaranteed the outcomes they thought they needed and did eventually receive. They just knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that they were asking the right Person. The One who could – if He so chose to – could right the wrong that they were experiencing.

The Apostle Paul denotes yet another example of the asker petitioning the Askee and the answer being no:

even though I have received such wonderful revelations from God. So to keep me from becoming proud, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger from Satan to torment me and keep me from becoming proud.
Three different times I begged the Lord to take it away. Each time he said, “My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.” So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me
. (2 Corinthians 12:7-9 NLT)

Paul was a very persistent guy. He was a zealot! This was a character trait that God wanted/needed in the person He would use to spread the Gospel to the Gentiles. However, He finally does the “spiritual judo” thing here, and takes his “no” answer he receives (to the outcome he needed/wanted) and then thanks God for the thorn he wanted removed! We don’t see that he pouts or gives God the preverbal finger because he didn’t get the outcome he wanted. But here is the similarity to the first two examples: Paul went to the One who he knew could change his outcome. He was not guaranteed that he would get what he came and asked for, but he begged the One who could right the wrong he was experiencing. In that time conversing with God, Jesus spoke to him in a way that changed Paul’s outlook on the whole situation.

So – my takeaway?


He’s it. The time focusing on Him, begging Him, crying out to Him, doggedly pursuing Him like He’s the only One or thing that can right the wrong I may be currently experiencing will not come back void. He will either change the outcome to be what I came asking for OR…he will change my outlook on the situation. Either way, He’s the right Person to go to. Faith in Jesus requires action (faith without works is dead).

Lord Jesus, please create in me a desire to put my self to death and come to You first. Seek You first. You’ve made me very capable in many ways but this can be my thorn/obstacle in seeing that You are my Answer to every question, every time. I will get this wrong some more, but thank You for accepting me as I am and loving me enough to shape and mold me (even thru problems and circumstances I hate!) into the child of God you see me to be. You see me as the perfected and finished work already! The rest of life is just chipping away the pieces that aren’t necessary. Please help me to not cling to those pieces like grim death. I choose Life!!

Your bumbling & weak friend,

Our Step of Faith >> God’s Catalyst (Luke 15:20)

January 11, 2012

Many wait for God to move first – give us a sign, etc. But, I’ve found that if we make the first step towards the Father in faith – stepping out on His promises or in our understanding of His character or remembrance of what He has done throughout history – then He meets us where we are. As in this example, He RUNS to meet the wayward son. He had been waiting for this moment and now celebrates the son’s return. He doesn’t brow beat or hold past dumb decisions over the son’s head or keep bringing it up, He just celebrates the return – once he was lost; now he is found.

Gasp! In the Temple?!?! Wait for it…

August 30, 2011

2 Kings 23:6-7 NLT, 2 Kings 23:11-12 NLT, 1 Corinthians 3:16 NLT and 2 Corinthians 6:16 NLT

Man, this hit me yesterday while listening & driving – thank You Lord.

Initial thought: Wow! How bold (and galactically stupid!) for God’s chosen people to bring items of other-god worship into the Holy Temple! It slapped me in the face that these people would have the nerve to do that. I was really shocked.

Then it hit me.

As a child of God/follower of Jesus Christ, I am now the Holy Temple of the Almighty God in the form of Holy Spirit. Ooops. What have I worshiped (given my attention to) in the Temple instead of God? What idols are in there still? What have I duped myself into believing that it’s okay to leave there?

Lord – clean house. I don’t want to take You where You don’t want to go. Or, let in what is not holy in your sight, for when I do, I am just like the many kings who “did evil in the sight of the Lord”. I have allowed this to go on for too long. Thank for for Your revelation yesterday.

Truth is, I am a new creation in Christ – the old is gone; the new has come! The Holy Spirit is living in me. It is true that some of the baggage of the old life/flesh is still laying around. But I’m not double minded…I can act that way sometimes, but that is not who I really am. Kind of like the kings who did as the Lord commanded, but didn’t destroy all of the golden calves, etc…

Ugh. That’s me. Lord, thank You for shining Your light on this for me yesterday.

“Sinner Saved by Grace” or “Saint Who Struggles w/ Sin”?

August 7, 2011

Jesus-followers: Do you think you are “sinners saved by grace” or “saints who struggle w/ sin”? Consider “No Good Thing?” via @ransomedheart. Identity is key – who are you? Whose are you? If you have trusted Jesus as your Savior then the “old is gone; behold the new has come” (2 Corinthians 5:17) and you are a new creation in Christ. The “in Christ” part is key, and something you’ll see very often in the New Testament writings of the Apostle Paul. “In Christ” is a game changer! Getting you to focus on the old you is a deception ploy/misdirection play crafted by the enemy. Live in the now and focus on the new!

Israelite slaves, yes; Moses, really?

August 6, 2011

Exodus 5:21-23 NLT and Habakkuk 1:5 NLT

Was reading this very interesting set of verses today.

Hebrew slaves go to plead with Pharaoh about the harsh treatment – of course. The are not privy to the big plan God has crafted and has begun to work out. They are just wanting (at least in Pharaoh’s presence) to keep the status quo. They have been crying out to the Lord for rescue and help is coming, but they can’t see the big picture, so they lash out. I get that.

However, Moses has been told! He knows the score and he knows what he is there to do! This is a “young” (in leadership only, as he was 80-ish at the time) Moses with a ton of self-confidence issues.  Another Hebrew gets on to him about what – in effect – he caused to happen by talking to Pharaoh @ God’s plans/requests/demands and now he is complaining to God too!

Makes me think of Habakkuk 1:5 – where God tells the prophet, “…you wouldn’t believe even if you were told.”

I’m certain that I would be in the same camp. In fact, I am, daily when I complain to the Lord after I forget His promises in the midst of my circumstances.  I’m thankful to have already been forgiven for this!

IT’S FINALLY HERE! Leaving for Girls Ge

July 25, 2011

IT’S FINALLY HERE! Leaving for Girls Getaway & Warrior Week this morning! Pls pray for an awesome week! May Jesus get all the glory!


July 24, 2011

TOMORROW WE LEAVE FOR CAMP! Pumped about getting on the bus and seeing what the Lord is going to do in our lives at GG & WW!